2024 Supposed to be my comeback era

2023,

27

Do you ever hear about 27 Club?

An event that many people end theirself in 27 years old. I also felt that 27-year-old curse.

I lost my job, my father, I was also sick for a long time. Everything is messed up back then. On the other hand, there are also good things to come.

Now 2024, still don't have an idea can I comeback or not.

I miss the old time, when I have work that I love, a team that I love, I love someone.

2024 January.

I didn't get the job that I wanted, I didn't pass the N3 exam that I thought I could pass it.

I still don't have somebody to love. My crush rejected me in September 2023, I stopped contact with him in January 2024 cause I thought my presence wasn't important to him. I am nothing to him

Next month will be my 28. I still don't know what I do for my love. I don't have a future sight of whom, or I will be with someone or not.

I miss...

I miss old me who have ikigai, I miss my job, I miss him. I miss my life.

I wanna back, give me back to it, I wanna be happy girl.